The Mistake I Made..

I just watched this video and it hit a little harder than I think it normally would have… Last night I had my first dream in years of G. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. When will my mind stop playing tricks on my heart? Or is it my heart playing tricks […]

Date 3 and 11 hours

Yes, you read that correctly. Date 3 with A lasted about 11 hours. It was right before Christmas and he was supposed to drive up to San Francisco to spend the holiday with his family and daughter that day. I texted him that morning to see if he had left yet and he said that […]

Good Morning and Good Night

Two phrases that you text or say to someone every day show you care for them… When I rolled over in the morning and looked at my phone sophomore year after meeting G, it would¬†say “Good Morning ūüėČ “. He knew when I woke up and had classes. We would start texting immediately from that […]

Waiting in Anticipation

An open letter to my little niece, CB. Dear CB, Today is April 5th, 2016 and we are desperately anticipating your arrival. You have started to stir and are due at any moment. We weren’t expecting you for at least another week. I’m actually going to get to see you for the first time in […]

Boobs Weren’t Enough

That just doesn’t seem right. Boobs are pretty awesome. J wanted more. I had unleashed a hormonal teenager essentially. While we were all exploring our hormones as teenagers, J was being homeschooled and not allowed to date. I’m surprised he even talked to girls. So here is J, 24 years old… he has now had […]

Not the Frosting to My Cake

Have you ever been in a relationship where the person thought you were the one right away and you just thought one day at a time, maybe we’re just having fun? Yeah, those always end well, right…? Let’s talk about¬†that Ex (J). He’s quite a hmmm, character. I was introduced to J through a friend. […]