The Mistake I Made..

I just watched this video and it hit a little harder than I think it normally would have… Last night I had my first dream in years of G. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. When will my mind stop playing tricks on my heart? Or is it my heart playing tricks […]

Stuck Like Glue

So this is a funny story I just learned that happened 2 years ago, just after J and I broke up. J had been volunteering with me at church while we dated and was debating about going to camp with us still when we broke up. I told him, “Pray about it. You should not go […]

No Secrets | No Walls

I’m more of a “chapter 10 and on” type of person. I don’t like to talk much about my home life growing up and there are even parts in between I don’t really talk about. With G, there were no secrets. He knew everything about me. I knew everything about him. That means something, right? […]

Phone Calls Every Day

When you’re not in an official relationship, I don’t know if talking on the phone every single day is proper. I use the word proper because honestly… I don’t know what else to call it. If you are woo-ing me and actually have intentions of putting a ring on my finger, that’s still a little much if […]

Date 3 and 11 hours

Yes, you read that correctly. Date 3 with A lasted about 11 hours. It was right before Christmas and he was supposed to drive up to San Francisco to spend the holiday with his family and daughter that day. I texted him that morning to see if he had left yet and he said that […]

Good Morning and Good Night

Two phrases that you text or say to someone every day show you care for them… When I rolled over in the morning and looked at my phone sophomore year after meeting G, it would say “Good Morning 😉 “. He knew when I woke up and had classes. We would start texting immediately from that […]

His First Kiss

By 24 J had never kissed a girl or at least that’s what he told me. Let me start this from the beginning… Due to my impeccable taste to men, I decided to not get serious too quickly about any guy. I wanted something slow and fun! He wanted a wife. We somehow missed this in our communications… […]